WTF

The last time I posted something was April 11th. I just didn’t feel like sharing anymore.

I lost interest completely, and this is something that has been happening to me for the last couple of years. I start something, I work hard for 1 to 3 months, then I turn the page and forget about it.

However, I have to remind myself that when I write down my feelings, it helps me understand more my behavior and be better.

My cannabis kit was a success, I got 6 beautiful plants from Somango seeds, but I also realized that buying my kit was a mistake. I made it so easy for my addiction to take over. I have tons of the weed just waiting for me to smoke it.

We are managing things at work but sometimes is a bit chaotic. Fucking covid makes us change plans all the time. I’m sorry for my boss most of the time, I don’t know how she keeps it together.

I found out that I had Covid but never had symptoms, so I’m not sure when I got it or how. I spent 10 days in quarantine and then you are allowed to return to your day-to-day life taking extra precautions. Luckily, I don´t feel like socializing, what if I´m still contagious?

I realized something important, I haven´t had sex this year. Wtf.